I read sth. It's frustrating to think that such politics run even in supposedly a 'loving and caring' environment to which i definitely haf all my fingers and toes crossed. It's by sheer boredom did i find myself reading some peeps' blogs from the arts fac in ny. i dun think i shld say this. but if it's true and most prolly i think it's true, then ny's a really sad place to be in. where the students' best interest isn't considered as priority... and where good teachers get backstabbed and transferred to somewhere that would lower their profile and what have you. sucks. i think any student (esp. peeps frm the arts fac)with positively working brain would be able to tell dat sth's amiss. and i shn't comment further.

i need to be prepared. mentally. to cheong fer my studies tis year. i dun wanna shock myself when 'A's come. and let myself get caught up in a series of 'shld-hafs' and 'shldn't hafs'... haha. juz a realisation. i'm startin to embrace lectures. good start. and lectures now are much more bearable den before... after they shorten each lesson to 1/2 an hr per period...

Yeah.

and moving towards an established cg in st nicks, mayflower, and deyi. It can be done!

If I were a month, I'd be: February
If I were a day of the week, I'd be: sunday
If I were a time of day, I'd be: 12am
If I were a planet, I'd be: pluto
If I were a sea animal, I'd be: coral
If I were a direction, I'd be: northeast!!
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be: a radio... isit a furniture?!
If I were a historical figure, I'd be: moses
If I were a liquid, I'd be: copper sulphate aqueous
If I were a tree, I'd be: a maple tree
If I were a bird, I'd be: a woodpecker
If I were a tool, I'd be: axe
If I were a flower/plant, I'd be: a blue rose
If I were a kind of weather, I'd be: windy with a clear sky
If I were a mythical creature, I'd be: the donkey dat spoke. but it's not mythical wad. oh wells...
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be: a triangle
If I were an animal, I'd be: an ostrich!! *buries my head*
If I were a color, I'd be: pretty pink
If I were an emotion, I'd be: calm. in control.
If I were a vegetable, I'd be: cabbage
If I were a sound, I'd be: music. pleasing to the ears. at least to mine.
If I were an element, I'd be: water
If I were a vehicle, I'd be: skateboard! since you can 'travel' wif it...
If I were a song, I'd be: breathe on me
If I were a movie, I'd be: Amelie
If I were a book, I'd be: the bible.
If I were a food, I'd be: double choco muffin
If I were a place, I'd be: mount fuji
If I were a material, I'd be: glass
If I were a taste, I'd be: sweet n sour
If I were a scent, I'd be: the smell of stir-fry sambal chili
If I were a religion, I'd be: religion is placin your hope in sth dat dun exist. not fer me.
If I were a word, I'd be: 'ridiculous'
If I were an object, I'd be: a stone
If I were a body part, I'd be: lil toe.
If I were a facial expression, I'd be: *in shock*
If I were a subject in school, I'd be: biology!!! *dissects a heart*
If I were a cartoon character, I'd be: that big-ear dog dat's always bullied by garfield
If I were a shape, I'd be: and irregularly shaped one.
If I were a number, I'd be: 2. great things come in pairs.

bored.

Gees. i can feeeeeeeel the stress cumin up already. No time to slack mens... although my health kinda givin way... sigh. maybe i can dun do pe tml!! haha.. But seriously i HATE feeling sick... esp. having headaches...

Gotta eat my dinner. It's becoming a drudgery. It's weird, cumin out frm my mouth (or hands for tht matter)... i dun exactly lyk to eat nowadays. esp at home. i'd take lyk an hr before finishing my dinner. sumtimes longer. why? think i better go eat dinner. i need to take care of my health, for a very obvious reason, and also because my body is a temple of God. Yea.

feeling sucky. dunno why got dat feel-lyk-vomitting kinda feeling. no i'm not seeking attention, neither am i self-pitying. pms overwhleming. for the whole dae... felt so sian and sick. SICK.

i dun wanna be preppy. i wanna be real.

met up wif eugene and kiat yee today. haha. it's really encouraging seeing them serving God. cuz it's me and li kai who brought them to christ... den when eugene share wad he learn fer QT, i was lyk ... *whoa* feels great seeing ppl's life change. and i rmb that time i rebuked eugene fer clubbing. haha. and he said he went fer camp and God spoke to him... so he's not clubbing le... haha. when he shared to me i was lyk whoa-is-tis-you? haha, think God changed him... suddenly feels so fulfilled...

I'm supposed to eat my dinner. And i know full well that if i dun eat my dinner i'll prolly give way tomms morning during assembly. but i feel lyk vomitting liao, how to eat? God...

Couldn't go fer cg404 meeting today as i need to do the banner fer cca bazaar. sigh. Act wanted to set it on tues. Den to my HORROR cca bazaar is on wed!!! So fast?! It's like, erm, we're so unprepared. Feel kinda guilty being the 'publicity head'... betta time management...

Simply love Nelly Futardo's voice!!! So clear... 'So say wad you want, say wad you want...' My timetable improved!! A lot... yea. but still got long breaks, which i'm thankful for, since i can do my homework during those breaks. ha.

And guess wad?! Today we started lessons... and the firx lesson ish bio lecture. My class was late fer it as my cher, being the student council in-charge, came in to brief us late... We stepped into the Lt, and to my 'surprise', everyone was silently sitted on their chairs. Weird. Miss Choo handed to us each a set of paper, asking us to complete them. Glancing at the paper, sth caught my eye... Test AHHHhhhhhhh...... A 'spring' test, tis ish how they would wanna call it to be... Yups. And i totally freaked out cuz i prepared nothing!! And the topic tested on was prolly one of my weakest!! Sigh.... at least i had sth to write...

Then our last lesson of the dae was bio practical. It was cool. Awesome. Totally... gruesome. We had to dissect a pig's heart. Whoa. my firx time... haha... it's was very interesting, looking at all the arteries and veins and atria and ventricles.... hahaha.... Nice experience. Wonders if Geraldine would enjoy it. Haha.

This is my firx dae of skh. W/out a skh badge, still.

Cuz this life is too short to live it just for you
But when you feel so powerless what are you gonna do
So say what you want
Say what you want


Skh's startin. !! yea. i'm wondering how my timetable would be like. C'mon... i'm onli takin 3 subjects. and i'm prolly gonna settle cheena. How BAD can moi timetable be?! Freak! There's still gonna be cl(a) students in my class................... *sianz* Gotta learn to love skhh. i tok lyk i love skh. that's not true. Skh's great! minus the skhwk and hw and exams and PROJECTS. gotta love skh... gotta love skh... *chants on...*

My tcher's are very cute!! i noe, that's not the word i shld describe them wif. but it's true! they're very 'adorable' in their own ways... One freakinly passionate fer chemistry, one freakinly passionate fer maths (she speaks abt maths wif such sparkle in her eyes and she's so diligent, unlike me), and one so scared of the authorities, and finally, one who goes pubbin. and one unknown. as yet. haha. anticipation. hopeful. anxious.